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Name:Beston Age:16+ Likes:LOLalot,Laffing,FOOD!!,Tennis,Friends Dislikes:Sadness,Homework,Teachers(most of them),nags,backstabbers Goal: Make everyone smile =) and get to UNI

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Sunday, April 19, 2009, 7:37 AM
1st Post

Decided to start dedicating myself to blogging. Well.. still lost in hell. At home mother scold. In the car, father scold. At school teacher scold. At grandparents home Auntie scold. In my dreams.. i scold myself.. for being scolded. WTF....
Damn sian. pri 1 friends alot in RJC and VJC. parents no face to show soo i tio scolding lor. They cant see that all i need is some freaking encouragement. alittle also can. I SMALL LITTLE THANK YOU ALSO CAN. but nooooo.... soo wad for study. thats what happen when i was primary 3. chinese 1st fail.. wtf kena scolded then thrown out of house. after that. i hate chinese liao. if there was like a ''good try, try again'' maybe i will start practising. now in MI, see others chinese soo geng. then i start. by the time too late liao. Hiyaz... i just hate studying. can lie down and stare at the sky and do nothing, i happy liao.i see everybody in the world are soo rush.. they dont just STOP and look around. to enjoy the time. everybody in singapore are soo rush. i feel as though im the only one appreciating doing nothing. the power of nothing. the greatness of nothingness .
guess the rjc and vjc dont get to rest much. i hate that lifestyle.
it was funny 2day. i called raymond, asking him want to play Warcraft 3. he said ok. then there was a 1sec pause. a creepy one second pause. then both of us at the same time said the same thing, syncronised. ''Where Shafiq'' LOL.
pretty creepy yet somehow funny. odd 0.0;;
had some fun in wolfteam. ''i like this little pistol. its soo small and cute............ pew pew'' LOL .
after mec became a basic gun. things went smooth. wolfs being blasted. the usual, except linus wasent there. D:
such a waste both of us were like the OMFGRUNBITCHES brothers. bestfriend since 3 but then seperated this year =.= fking MI. meeting again in UNI!! WOO. till then bro.
back to warcraft.
i called linus asking him if he want to play dota. then suddenly weizhi called me. i decided that we all shuld play. soo raymond cre8 rm weizhi was in there and soo was i. but linus could not get in. i started questioning and thinking and then it came out like.. like .. like that. BOOM! . linus warcraft not updated LOL. i passed him the file thru msn. and at the same time i played vampirism speed. awesome game but sucks with alittle ppl. vampires seemed to be at the advantage until. humans get their defence up.
it is fun but we remake the room like 5 times. ''sorry raymond D:'' T_T;; 1st timer at vamp speed.
soo we went to white td. fked up game. no nid win one. was interuppted by my mother. lecturing me for not studying. after that here i am typing out my sorrows . i tink the blog shall be my destress ball. only instead of squeezing, its typing. lul.
well hope to meet linus soon.
hope to get 3 A''s for promo 1
hope to lose my laziness
hope to finish assignment 3
hope to sleep asap
hope to be found =)

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